A Pineapple Kind of a Guy

         Your only alone when you think you are. The last year for me has been pretty life changing. I really have to stop believing that I will eventually stop growing. What I have learned in the last year or so is that every time I believe I have finally plateaued, I don't. Like for example, I recently acquired the taste for pineapples and I didn't believe I would ever change my mind about watermelon as my go to fruit. But now look at me now, I am a Pineapple kind of a guy. Other than that I guess I feel less burdensome about my life and career after I just stopped comparing. In our lives everything is equal but there are just trade offs. Like as of now, I don't really have a solid career yet I'm actually doing something I always wanted to as a kid and that's working at a hobby shop. It's strange, I've literally did everything I set my mind to so far. Such as working for television and movies, canvassing, and now I'm at my hobby shop guy phase, which is pretty sick. But of course my goal has always been to teach.

          It's going to be a reality within 2 years hopefully but for now I'm 26 and the world is still my oyster. I read so many blogs, heard so much advice and what I get and grasp is never settle until your dreams come true. I still have so much to do in the next 2 years. My most important goal now is to obtain six pack abs by 27, which has been a goal for the last 4 years. But with persistence and true want, I believe it may happen but I'm already doubting this year so we shall see. Oh the Contradictions!!!!But I guess it's different now. It's not for the ladies, it's possibly for health whatever, what it really is for is just to prove it to myself and others that never say never I mean I can do the splits still. So I just really need to believe.

          Another goal of mine after I talked to one of my friends is, Backpacking through Europe. Even though I never thought of it before, I've realized you can never have the same experience at 30. Plus, I may possibly be going with my best friend and possibly even others. I also have to work on my ukulele skills, work on my comedy show routines as an hobby and try to win a big magic tournament.

         After that I can be content as being a teacher or whatever but though my last three years have been all about partying and making up for the 19-23 period of being a hater. I now just want to be passionate about me I guess. I don't want to hang with haters and all I want in my life are people passionate as I with life. As you grow older life is just what you make it. I just don't really care for a lot of things anymore thus letting myself go. But when it comes to myself I just don't want to waste my potential as I feel others see in me as well. I'm just thankful for everyones encouragements in the last couple of years and though I haven't been perfect. Everyone in my life has. Simply because I wouldn't be where I am today if it hadn't been for those people. I guess to end this weird bizarre goal rant thing, I would like to let anybody whether you are single, in a relationship, divorced, pregnant just don't ever settle for less. Listen to the voice that tells you that you can do it. Because ultimately you can as Sara Bareilles said, "I wanna see you be brave". So be brave everyone let the haters hate because they were meant to and keep those who care. Just remember the world it's smaller than you think.